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25 November 2009 @ 09:05 am
So. Haha. It's a little late, but I just started writing a novel. Hahahahahahaha.
 
 
I feel: Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad
I hear: printing!
 
 
09 November 2009 @ 04:46 pm
 So... for real..  What am I doing?  Really?
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I feel: contemplative
I hear: whatever Lidia's listening to...
 
 
01 September 2009 @ 05:20 pm
I just want to let everyone in the world know how excited I am to see how this semester progresses! 
 
 
I feel: thankful
I hear: Arcade Fire
 
 
23 August 2009 @ 03:11 pm
I need a place to live.  :(  Sad pandas.
 
 
16 August 2009 @ 04:22 am
Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand

Jesus freaks out in the street
Handing tickets out for God
Turning back she just laughs
The boulevard is not that bad

Piano man he makes his stand
In the auditorium
Looking on she sings the songs
The words she knows the tune she hums

But oh how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you can hear me
When I say softly slowly

Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
you had a busy day today

Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand
 
 
I feel: chill
I hear: Tiny Dancer - Elton John
 
 
20 July 2009 @ 05:38 pm

It's like this rushing around me.  Like I'm in a freeze-frame, and everything else is a time-elapse.  It's like a river that's just rushing by that I want to be a part of but I feel like I might get carried away.  I don't want to just sit still and not do anything, but I don't know how to pick everything up and rejoin humanity.  Everything's moving so fast and everyone's got these big plans and I just don't know how I fit in.  I don't think that I do fit in, but I don't know if that's really the point.  I finally like who I am as a person, but now I can't remember how to relate to other people.  I can't remember how to move forward and do things with my life.  I feel like I'm this block of ice and I can't figure out how to melt and become something that moves again.  I don't know if this makes any sense, I just wish that I could understand what I'm thinking and how I'm feeling.  My dreams have been so vivid lately.  They've been depicting things that I can't imagine ever happening.  The thing is though, unlike completely unrealistic things that tend to happen in dreams, these things actually could happen if I were to let go and actually try something.

Frustrated.

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I hear: Three Days Grace
 
 
20 June 2009 @ 06:38 pm


If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done
 
 
 
 

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